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salam midnite ...
again..ak xleh nk tdo sbb td pas mgrib da tdo n bru gak la bngun..
ari nie sgt letih..rase cm bdn ak dehydrate..kering tekak..mcm2..
wlupn ari nie baru isnin tp ak xsaba nk tggu weekend..hehehehe


as usual..skang nie nk men tulis2 lg kt blog..nnt leh msk essay competition. kn..
ne la tau mng kete sebijik..ahh..angan2..
lets stat story2 tntg life lg ok..wlupn korg jemu..nk cter jgk..
bcoz life is real n alive..stuju??
if yes..proceed to next para....if no, scroll down..hihihi..


actually..dlm kite brhadap ngan idup ari2..dlm kebusy-an kite mnjlankn tgas..
kite nk org phm situasi kite..sng ckp smetime we hve no time to deal with small2 thing..
samada kite mmg btol2 xde mase or utk mengelak...
apepun reason nyer..tu mslah no 2..
yg utamanye..mcm mana kite nk org phm keadaan kite..so dat, org xla ske2 nk wat andaian sndri..
mgkin agak srabut d c2,,bia ak bg cntoh..


korg stdy kat ngan umah sdare mare..tp umah sbenar jauh ler..hehehe
so one day, spupu korg nk kawen...korg lak jenis y sgan2 silu ngan sdare mare nie..
at da same time..korg lak bz ngan nk exam, esemen..
so dsbbkn korg y plg dkat..ur fmaly soh g..
1 hal lg..korg xpenah tau cmne nk g ..g lak sorg2..
mmg bkn mslah besar sgt..tp..1 ari..
korg g knduri umah kwan spupu korg tue..
n spupu dpt tau..n mule ckp mcm2..sdgkn bnde tue x plan pn..
korg g kndri mmber spupu pn sbb follow mmber y bwk g..
dan y pntg korg xkenal pn...juz kwn kpd kwn..


huh..ssh tol nk phmkn situasi kite kt org..
y rumit lg..bile spupu tue tnye kt mmber kite sndri..die xajak ko g knduri umah ak ke?
of coz ak ajak...org len pn ade keje gak..xkn nk nyusahkn org lak..
ptt ke cmtue??
nie ape y jdik kt ak sbnrnyer...
bkn ak xnk g..mase n keadaan mase tue wat ak tersepit kt tgah2...
ngan nk ade test lg..nk kne stdy..lgpn mmg ak xpenah g sndri..ak xbese kt area kedah..n of coz ak rsaukn kslmatn ak..sbb ak pmpn..
penah xkorg rase mcm nie??
o mybe prkare y lbh kurg cmnie jdik kt korg??


ntah la..mybe part of it is my fault..ak pn xmntk maaf sbb xdpt dtg..forgot oready..huhu
but i cant accept da way he spoke 2 me...
btw..bia la die nk pk ak nie org y smbong ke ape ke..


ape y leh ak simpulkn..
jagn cpt menuduh n buat andaian kt org len..xbaik..ececeh..
better tanye dlu..
xsemua perkare dpt dzhirkn ngan perbuatan kite..
next time..klu xdpt g knduri mntak maaf awal2..hehehe
klu still xphm gak..mmg nk kene sekeh la..

time to change

salam tgah malam..heheehe
mlm nie xleh nk pejamkn mate lak..mybe oversleeping siang td..huhu
well..smbil brg2 nk pujuk mata spya pejam td..
ak terpk 1 bende bout my life..
yela..smetimes i got cnfused with myself..coz i dont know my real aims..
n kdg2 rase tkut nk brhdapan ngan dunia slpas grad nnt..
ak ade 1 taun lg utk tmatkn degree ak..tp spnjang 2 taun kt u nie..ak still rase cm empty..
pnah x korg rase cmtu??


mybe bcoz im not really prepared myself utk cbran strusnya..
ak kagum tgok org y brjaya dlm idup..kagum ngan spirit n cnfdence dorg..
ak nak org pndg ak sbg org yg ade intelek..work n think smart..
actually..pe y wt ak terpk nie sbb ak tgk 1 muvie nie tjuk die bambino..
movie tu mgkin da lapuk..but i juz watched it..
very nice story..byk outcome yg ak dpt dr citer tue..
shortly..diz muvi tntg 1 guy nie yg sgt ghairah nk blaja masak..
n die blaja byk bende utk jadik chef y pro..kt sebuah restoran mknan italy
to bcome a professional..its not simply as we thought..


ape y ak tertarik..
bile head chef tu ckp kt guy nie..
" those who don't focus on the work in front of them, dont't have the right to talk about their dreams "
btol la kate2 tue..ak nie kdg2 cpat gak merungut bile dsruh wat smething y ak xske..
bile ak xmnat ak wat men2 jek..
hakikatnye...bnde tue bergune sbnrnyer dlm mnjalani proses idup..n mase dpan ak.
mgkin kne lebih bkak mata, minda n hati utk lihat ape dsebaliknye..


so..starting from now..jom kite same2 wat yg terbaik dlm pkerjaan kite.
jgn cpt merungut n mengalah..:))